So
here we are – the first Sunday in Advent. “This’ll be your busy time of year
minister”, people say to me. And they’re not wrong, although my usual response
is that I’ve yet to find a time of year that’s NOT busy.
The
longer I’m here, the more parallels I see between ministry and farming – you’re
always at your work because you live above the shop; there’s always more you
could be doing; a lot of your work goes unseen; ultimately you’re placing your
trust and hope in powers and forces over which you have little or no control.
Soil, sun and rainfall. The providence of a loving God. And there’s a seasonal element to what you do –
cycles and routines to follow over the course of a year.
And
folk are right, this is getting into a busy season for me, both in family life
and church life – there are many plates to spin and the best you can do is try
not to drop too many of them.
But
when life gets like that, I have to tell you – sermon preparation gets hard.
REC
Browne once wrote that “All speech that
moves people was minted when someone’s mind was poised and still”
Poise
and stillness are hard to come by at this time of year, for all of us.
And
in part, I guess that’s why I found myself labouring with this week’s chapter
of the story. Searching for patterns and insights to preach on, but finding
myself feeling more and more like I was looking at one of those fuzzy pictures
that used to be in vogue ten years ago. The ones that look like a mess of
colour and patterns, but if you stare at them for long enough they resolve into
something recognisable, like a pod of dolphins.
Well
I stared at Chapter 10 for a long time early this week– but I just couldn’t see
the dolphins.
I’d
planned to take Wednesday as my Sabbath, but there was so much else going on,
and I was making so little progress for Sunday I just couldn’t see it
happening.
But
by the time I got to Tuesday evening I was so spent I decided I’d have to at
least take some time in the morning to slow down, gather my thoughts and pray.
So that’s what I did.
Wednesday
morning dawned sunny and unseasonably warm, and came as a real blessing. Once
the kids were gone I brewed a strong coffee, and stood for a while at the
kitchen window looking out over the fields and watching the sky shedding its
hues of red and yellow. I listened to a few pieces of music that always do my
heart good, and then did my body some good by going out for a run in that
glorious winter sunshine.
And
I don’t know whether it was the coffee, the endorphins, or the grace of God, or
maybe the grace of God through the medium of coffee and endorphins, but when I
came to pray, that stress and tiredness had melted away and I was just able to
be for a spell; be grateful, be still, be aware. Just be, rather than do.
And
from that still place, lo and behold, I saw the dolphins without really even
trying. And some speech was minted.
Maybe,
in that few hours, God was giving me a little taste of what Advent is meant to
be like. Not the frantic rush that we make it, but a time when we deliberately
slow down – the better to meet with him.
If that sounds impossible, is that a sign that
we’re getting carried along by a whole load of assumptions about what we need
to be doing at this time of year? And are we willing to question those
assumptions? Our culture’s tended to plagiarise Christmas but miss the heart of
it. Is this the very time when we most need to be counter-cultural in the
choices that we make about how we spend our time, money and energy? More of
that later when we talk about Right Christmas.
But
for now, what about chapter 10? There’s a lot going on in the story this week.
We’re still in the time of the Judges, where Israel is settling in to the
promised land but still harassed by her restless neighbours.
And
we meet three significant people in the story this week – Hannah, her son
Samuel, and Israel’s first King, Saul. All three of them, in different ways,
experiencing some kind of anxiety. And how they deal with that anxiety is what
we have most to learn from this morning, I think.
Poor
Hannah was in a bad way. She was childless and in her culture, a married woman
who was childless was ripe for scorn. In a time when bearing and raising children
was thought to be a woman’s main role in life, not having children was seen as
failing your husband, and worse still, a sign that God was against you.
Elkanah,
her husband, tried to cheer her up and reassure her that it was ok, but his
other wife, Peninnah was a nasty piece of work. She already had children and
took great delight in rubbing salt into Hannah’s wounds.
We
find Hannah in prayer at Shiloh; and she’s so distressed by her situation, so
passionate in her prayer, that Eli, the priest thinks she’s had a skinful of
wine and tells her off for turning up to worship in that kind of a state.
As
a wee aside - some of you might remember a similar thing happening at the first
Pentecost. The crowds thought the disciples were behaving strangely because
they were tanked up and Peter had to assure them that the only Spirit they’d
been partaking of was the Holy Spirit!
So
Hannah explains her situation, and Eli sends her off with his blessing – asking
that God might give her the desires of her heart. And indeed he does. She has a
son, and calls him Samuel – which means ‘God hears’ and when the time comes she
fulfils the vow she made to God and gives Samuel over into God’s service.
The
pain of giving Samuel away is tempered by the arrival of other children, five
of them in total, and Hannah prays again saying – “My heart rejoices in the Lord; in the Lord
my horn is lifted high. My mouth boasts over my enemies, for I delight in your
deliverance.”
All
Peninnah’s cruel taunts have come to nothing. Hannah hasn’t been rejected by
God, or punished by him – on the contrary – she’s been blessed with more
children than she could have hoped or dreamed of.
Samuel,
meanwhile, grows up under the tutelage of Eli and many of us will know the
story of how God called to him three times in the night, and how he thought it
was Eli until the old man cottoned on that it was God speaking to him.
But
it’s not that part of Samuel’s story I want us to look at this morning.
Instead, we’re fast forwarding all the way to his old age and to an incident
that I’d guess few of us are familiar with
Although
Samuel has led Israel well, we’re told that his sons Joel and Abijah weren’t up
to scratch. “They turned aside after
dishonest gain and accepted bribes and perverted justice”.
So
the elders of Israel meet with Samuel and say “You are old, and your sons do
not follow your ways; now appoint a king to lead us, such as all the other
nations have”.
“But
when they said ‘give us a King to lead us,’ this displeased Samuel; so he
prayed to the Lord. And the Lord told him “Listen to all that the people are
saying to you; it is not you they have rejected, but they have rejected me as
their king.”
So
some interesting dynamics going on there. Firstly, the Israelites are looking anxiously
at the nations around them. They’ve had some heavy defeats to the Philistines
in fairly recent history. All the surrounding nations are led by warrior kings.
Who have they got in charge? An ageing
priest. They’re right to think they could be doing better, militarily, but
they’re wrong in thinking that a king is the answer. Their God is their King.
It’s their lack of obedience to him that’s the problem.
And
Samuel knows this – that’s a big part of his displeasure. We’ve said before
that Israel was to be different - a
nation gathered around God. And here they are saying “we want a king so we can be like all the other nations” . They
sound like sulky teenagers moaning because they haven’t got the same kind of
trainers as everyone else.
But
I think there’s a hint of something personal about this for Samuel too. He’s
worked so hard over the years to lead Israel. Is this all the thanks that he
gets? He’s already disappointed that his sons have turned out to be rogues.
Have the people learned nothing during his time in charge either? Have they
thought so little of him and his leadership that they want to dispense with
Judges altogether and choose a king?
It
sounds to me that even as strong a man as Samuel could become anxious about the
decisions his people were about to make. God had some reassuring to do.
And
then lastly there’s Saul. And Saul had a bit of the Samson’s about him, I
think. Lots going on outside – tall and strong – but not so much going on
inside. He looked the part, but he didn’t really play the part.
Where
is he when the lots are drawn to see who’s to become king? He’s hiding among
the supplies – hoping they won’t find him!
And
later on, after some military success which seemed to bode well, he goes and
messes things up in the next campaign. Samuel was supposed to offer the
sacrifices prior to Israel going into battle, but when he doesn’t show up soon
enough, Saul grows anxious and oversteps the mark by offering the sacrifice
himself. And then, to cap it all, he doesn’t follow orders and ends up keeping
back the choice sheep and cattle even though he’d been told to slaughter them
all. And that set the tone for the rest of Saul’s reign.
So
each of the main characters in this part of the story has their anxieties,
their worries, to deal with. And in that sense, they are exactly like you and
me – for all the distance between us in time and culture.
And
the key thing to note this morning is that two of the characters – Hannah and
Samuel – know what to do with their anxiety. And the other two – Israel and
Saul – don’t.
What
does Hannah do with her anxiety about her barrenness? She prays. She pours her
heart out to God.
What
does Samuel do when the elders approach him with this demand for a king? He
prays into his disappointment and worry.
What
does Israel do when they see the kings of the surrounding nations winning
battles? Do they pray? No – they go to Samuel and ask him for a King so they
can be like their pagan neighbours.
What
does Saul do when he’s up against it and anxious? Does he pray? No – he goes
against God’s instruction and improvises with disastrous consequences.
When
we’re slow to pray, we find ourselves stuck in the Lower Story narrative of our
childlessness, or our disappointment, or our worries. But when we pray,
we’re lifted up into the possibilities
of the Upper Story where God is at work in ways we couldn’t have anticipated.
When
Hannah prayed from her heart, bringing her worries to God in that way, we’re
told that he heard and answered her. We might also reflect on the truth that
finding the strength, in God, to cope with the taunts and her childlessness
would also have been an answer to her prayer.
And
when Samuel prayed, he found affirmation – this isn’t a rejection of you, said
God. It’s a rejection of me.
But
more than that, he also found God responding in a way he hadn’t expected to.
“Give them a King if that’s what they want” he said. “Warn them what a king
will mean; remind them that a king will only be as good as he is faithful to
me, but give them what they are asking for.” Samuel’s surprised to discover a
God who’s big enough to let us make our own choices, even if they may not be
the best choices.
Prayer
gives us a new perspective from which to see our problems. It reminds us not
just who we are, but whose we are – that we’re not in this alone, but in the
company of a God who sees the whole picture and will help us see more of it if
we come to him in prayer.
I
don’t know what’s working on you just now, but it would be a pretty cool
customer who could say that they don’t have any worries to deal with.
It
might be health; it might be family; it might be work or money; it might be choices
you’ve made, or have to make. It might be things that have happened in the
past, or are going to happen in the future. It might be all the stresses you
have to cope with at Christmastime.
Whatever
it is, I can do no better than quote the apostle Paul to you in his letter to
the Philippians. He says:
Don’t fret or
worry. Shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness,
everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down.
I
love the reality of that. He doesn’t say we won’t have worries. What he says
is, when you have worries, shape them into prayers. That’s what made the
difference to Hannah and to Samuel’s stories. And that’s what can make the
difference to yours and mine as well.
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