Life is full
of Kodak moments. I don’t know if you can still talk about Kodak moments in the
era of digital photography, but you know what I mean.
Times when
families are together and good things are happening Birthdays, anniversaries,
graduations, holidays. Things you’ll look back on with fondness in the years to
come if you ever knuckle down and actually order the prints. Most of us have a
drawer somewhere that’s overflowing with those kinds of photos. Some of us, at
the more organised end of the spectrum, might even take the time to arrange
them into an album.
Lots of
Kodak moments in life. But this morning we’re thinking about a different kind
of moment. Those which come to define our lives. In an average lifetime you
could probably number them on the fingers of both hands. Your wedding day, if
you’re married. The birth of your children. The death of a close relative. The
day you made a particular decision which proved, with hindsight, to be
life-changing. The day you got that particular piece of news.
Some of
those moments come with pictures we can look back on, but most don’t. Most are
just pasted in the album of our memories. Moments of deep signficance in our
journey through life – some bringing gratitude and joy, others sorrow and pain.
Defining
moments.
Baptism, in
the life of the early church, was just such a moment in a person’s life.
Church
writers from the first couple of centuries tell us that preparation for baptism
normally took about two years of catchesis – or teaching. During that time the
initiates could attend church, but they were screened off from the rest of the
congregation. They would fast, along with the rest of the church, for forty
days during Lent, and then have several days of intense fasting and prayer
before their baptism, which usually took place at Eastertime in a solemn
night-time ceremony.
It involved
removing your clothing, being immersed in water, confessing your faith and
being anointed with oil. You renounced your old way of life, and put on the
new, along with the clean robes that awaited you once the ceremony was over.
You then went joyfully to join the congregation in your first Eucharistic meal
on Easter Morning.
After that
kind of intense preparation, and in such a hostile cultural climate, is it any
wonder that Baptism was such watershed in a person’s life? It was defining.
And although
today’s gospel reading comes from even earlier days, it’s clear that John’s
baptism, the precursor to Christian baptism, was seen in a similar light.
Why did folk
flock into the desert to see John, I found myself wondering? Why did so many go
down to see this maverick preacher and submit themselves to the public
humiliation of the baptism he was performing?
No hiding
you see – broad daylight. Confession of sins, though we’re not told how loudly
and to whom. This wasn’t for the faint hearted.
Why did they
go? What did they find in what John was doing that they didn’t find in the established
rituals of the temple?
I’ve thought
about that a lot this week, and I think that the most likely answer is change.
The promise of change always gets our attention. Think about the books that
will be flying off the shelves over the next couple of weeks as we enter a new
year. Experts telling us how to lose weight or quit smoking or finally take a
hold of our lives or practice mindfulness.
There’s
nothing new under the sun. The promise of change has always piqued our
interest. And the people of Israel were ripe for it.
They’d had
the system of animal sacrifices for generations, and they’d followed the letter
of the law. But the letter hadn’t touched their hearts. It hadn’t set them free
from their doubts, or their guilt, or their tendency to sin. For many it had
just become a routine – a necessary bit
of sin-management. Like washing the dishes after a meal.
The writer
of the letter to the Hebrews puts it this way:
“the same sacrifices
repeated endlessly year after year, cannot make perfect those who draw near to
worship. 2If it could, would they not have
stopped being offered? For the worshippers would have been cleansed once for
all, and would no longer have felt guilty for their sins.
But
they did feel guilty – a thousand years of animal sacrifice for forgiveness of
sins had shown them that they needed more than animal sacrifice for the
forgiveness of sins! They needed a change of heart that they couldn’t muster
themselves. And that’s what John was offering.
A once-for all cleansing and a new life that would follow. A before and
an after. A defining moment - out there in the desert, where so many of
Israel’s defining moments had come.
And
they came to see him in their droves.
Some
out of curiosity – John was the first prophet for something like 300 years.
Folk believed that God had stopped speaking until John came among them,
dressing, eating and preaching like one of the prophets of old – like Elijah.
He was something to see.
Some
came out of jealousy – the religious leaders marched down to the Jordan to make
their presence felt and bring the collective weight of their disapproval to
bear. But they were sent home with a flea in their ear. Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath, you brood of vipers? he
roared at them.
But
most came to go down into the waters, and even as John lowered them under, he
cried ‘this is only the beginning. Another one is coming, one more powerful
than I am. I’m not even worthy to be his servant and untie his shoes. I’m
baptising you in water – he’ll baptise you in the Holy Spirit.”
And
so John made way for the coming of the Lord.
And
when HE came, he came, first of all, to submit to John’s baptism. And that
puzzled the gospel writers as they reflected on it and set down their stories.
Why would the Son of God, the sinless one, need a baptism of repentance?
There
are two answers, it seems.
The
first is to remember that repentance isn’t just a turning away from sin, it’s
also a turning towards God – a setting of our minds on the new way he’s leading
us in. Jesus had no sin to repent of, but here, he’s certainly setting his mind
on following the way God had prepared for him. Like all of us who say we have
faith, he had to set his own will aside so he could discover and live out God’s
will for his life. There’s a turning from, but also a turning to.
But
secondly, theologians have always held that Jesus’ submitting to John’s baptism
was a powerful statement that he wanted to identify with us and stand alongside
us in our sins. He wasn’t ashamed to be seen among those who’d failed and knew
it. They were the very ones he’d come to save. It’s the sick, not the righteous
who need a doctor, he went on to say.
And
this baptism, this submersion with and for God’s beloved but fallen people, was
the first step on the long journey that took him to his greater baptism, in the
waters of death itself. When the concrete boots of our sin and selfishness
dragged him all the way to the murky depths on that first Good Friday.
That’s
why he came; that’s why, today, we find him making his way down to the Jordan
along with all the others.
My
good friend Paul Grant preached a wonderful sermon on this passage last year,
and as I was preparing for today I couldn’t get it out of my head. So rather
than try and paraphrase it, I asked Paul if I could just read a section of it, because
he paints the picture far better than I ever could.
He
had seen God in a beggars twisted limbs and in the folk who gave him nothing.
God was there in the hopping sparrows pecking seed in the farmer’s fallow
field. God passed when the fingers of the wind stirred the surface of the lake,
or made the cedars sway. He had heard
God creak in the burden of labourers, waiting for a day’s work to come. He had
heard the divine echo after the steps of a widow, who for a few pennies would
service the garrison.
He
had seen and heard God walk the face of the earth in sign and symbol. And now
God led him here; to the river of new beginnings. To John and the Jordan; alongside
the line of stragglers; the hopers the half believers the shivering women and
men dripping wet; dipping their lives into a muddy river to churn up a
repentance that might bless them with new beginnings.
Alongside
them, Jesus stood, and watched each one disappear under the muddy waters and
rise up again out of its churning to ask John for new direction.
And
John would answer – do you have two
coats, brother? Then give one away. Are you a guard on the border? Then don’t
fleece the travellers. Be content with your pay.
They
left the river dripping, half suspecting that their newfound repentance might
end before even they were dry. Because when you’re a tax collector you’ve got
kickbacks to pay or you lose the contract. And a widow with no income can’t
feed her children on a good name.
Leaving
the Jordan they wondered how long they could keep the resolution they had made
before John and before God.
Standing
in line - one of them - Jesus immersed himself in the dirty water. One with
them.
And
his held breath was a prayer for whores and tax collectors. For fat landlords
and the landless. For bent judges and bankers with bonuses. The guilty, too afraid to stop drinking. For
the sad, who long forgot where they had left joy in their lives. For the
battered and the bruised and the disillusioned., for the doubting and
unbelieving and unrepentant. For the innocent and the deluded. All of them held
in the prayer breath that Jesus took in, as John lowered him under the muddy
waters of the Jordan.
Under
the muddy water, Jesus held the whole world in a deep breath. Held even the
lives that were not yet born. And he asked God this – what if I carry their sin
in my soul?
What
if I repent for the hurters and share the pain of those they’ve broken? What if
I atone for the greedy and fill myself with the poverty of those who hunger?
What if my baptism draws the lost world to me, that there you may find it
again?
Jesus
rose from the water and immediately an answer came. The heavens parted as
though cut by a subtle knife, and from the hidden beyond came all the colour of
God’s mercy. The music of forgiveness. The beat of justice, the laughter of
peace. The riches of grace. The tenderness of welcome.
And
like a flurry of snow, or a feather landing, the full gentleness of God’s clout
swooped down on him, with the power to begin a perfect repentance on behalf of
the line of stragglers, the doubters and half-believers, the shivering women
and men dripping with the water of the Jordan. A perfect repentance for those
not born yet. The power to complete this lands on Jesus as gently as a dove.
And
in that moment Jesus hears it said – this is my Son, the beloved, with whom I
am well pleased. Heard it said before he had done anything. Before he had
healed or taught, before he had blessed or welcomed. Before he had told a
single story of the kingdom, or gone the long lonely road to the cross. Before
he rose from the waters of death in his resurrection. Before all of this, Jesus
hears his name spoken as Beloved. As delighted in.
And
all those who have entered in to baptism in his name find the same love, find
the same delight of God spoken over them. For we are baptised into him, and
into his death. And if we have shared in his death, we will surely also share
in his life.
Sprinkled,
dipped, infant or adult – these are the wrangles the church gets into over
baptism, but they’re all secondary.
Today
as we tell the story of the Lord’s baptism the only thing that matters is that
we remember that we too are baptised.
Let
it define you as God’s beloved, forgiven child. And let it define not only what
you turn from, but what you turn to in all the years that lie ahead.
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